happy blogiversary!

i started this blog about a year ago. my things have changed! and stayed the same...

i'm still in the quest for self improvement. still trying. i know what i want to do to become the person i want to be, but no matter what its day to day. i've been better about breaking people down, taking things in grey rather than black and white.

i still hate salespeople. grrr. i got offered a position in sales at work, which i didnt take partially because of school and partially because i didnt see myself happy there at all.

my dad is back in georgia. i never did tell him how i felt. dont know if it's moot, but i havent gotten to the point where i can say how i feel. sigh.

never blogged this, but i accidentally posted that comedian josh blue was mentally retarded and had MS. i meant to say cerebral palsy. i get them mixed up though they are two different things. didnt mean to imply that montel williams and tamia were retarded.

the creepy guy, the drunk girl, and mr not gay no longer work with me. i still keep in touch with the girl though.

the hotel whore had a baby and disappeared. i stopped thinking she was my friend's sister.

i go to wendy's way more than the kang now.

i call people less but i text way more.

X and his girlfriend broke up then got back together. i started to become cordial with her until she decided to get crazy and hate on two of my friends. so i kinda stressed over nothin... its not so important to me that i like her anymore.

kesi hasn't changed his name yet. he also doesnt associate much with the family member who was fucking up his credit.

funny how i said i hated that people think guys and girls cant be friends, then wrote a whole post about how i thought they couldnt. contradictory, but honest when they were written. and of course i think they can, above all else.

my ankle is better but my back is worse.

my mom still comments on my weight but she's nicer about it now.

i wanna make another hate list and love list. its the kind of thing where i cant just sit and think of things i love or hate. its cumulative.

that's all i can think of. just interesting points of convo. maybe take it back to the entries only lauren was reading, lol.